.

2011-09-12T14:46:00.002+01:00

lol you know what i hate. when girls post about 49 photos of just themselves on their blogs and all their poses/photos all look the same. but its those like serious pouts, crinkle of the eye, open mouthed, 'lets take this photo sooo seriously' ones that annoy me.

'omgah got bored so just thot i wud cam whore lawlzZz'

'camhore overload bitchez'

or like when theres a festive occasion and people post just a photo of themselves which they took THEMSELVES and caption 'happy easter', 'happy christmas', 'happy mooncake day', 'happy st patricks day', 'happy hari raya', 'happy chinese new year', 'happy halloween'...

or like when you go on their wall photos or profile pictures and 98.7% of it is just of them which they took by themselves and then they caption something like 'i wunna meet a boi that will catch me when i fall and treet meh like a princezz', 'i need someone to luv me', 'look at dis girl, yew can see her broken heart thru her fake smile and eyez', or some gay bunch of lyrics but like really bad ones like 'can we pretend dat aeroplanes in da nite sky are shooting stars' or 'me wiv no make up on'… firstly you clearly have make up on and we dont give a shit

lol love complaining. love my life

2011-09-10T10:29:00.004+01:00

i could spend hours looking for new music. its a never ending sense of euphoria

i do love the period from summer to christmas. they have the shortest terms in school and we have lots of holidays. and everything starts to get cosy becoz its autumn slash wintur.

happee times. and cant wait for D. BANTER in october. n'aw lav that boi

check out these delicious pieces of happiness

2011-08-31T22:56:00.003+01:00

i like blogging in my bed. yet i feel like an anti-social online junky. datzzzz meeee

the structure of my peace signs change ever so slightly as tym goez by

this time its a hey thumb hey fourth finger lets not attach to pinky LOL WTF KAHMUN WHO R U???

lol fucking curse

2011-07-23T02:58:00.002+01:00

This is the third year in a row that I have lost my phone during the summer holidays. so happens this time i dropped it into the sea. unintentionally and accidentally of course. duh. hence why i believe ive been cursed by the raging forever losing your telephonic handset beast or some shit like that. but yeah hi, my mum is literally going to send me to a nunnery when she finds out.

Holidays have been sah gewd, relaxation is the key to my ideal holiday. and thats pretty much what ive been doing. though im pretty gutted that theres no hipster wannabes i can laugh at here…

Anyways im surprised my eyes havnt disintegrated into the back of my eye socket by now as i itch my eyes 24/7 here. like srsly. is it dust? or maybe a mosquito bit my eyeball. yummy.

So like, i have random breakdowns during the day or night whenever i think of my phone. its a sad situation, we bonded and became great companions. lol shut up no we didnt

I HATE DOLOLARIS OR WHATEVER HER NAME IS. (stupid maid, sorry not being ungrateful but shes shit at her job). So like one day, im like

hi, wheres my shorts?

eh yew see oper dere in dat copboard

no its not there i put it in the laundry basket last night, it should be washed and dried now

well i donno i hapnt seen it, tri yew luk carepully

no its reallly not there

nevermind den why don yew jas wear dose short oper dere?

oh yeah im totally gonna wear those reebok spandex shorts that will give me a very visible camel toe that are literally luminous to a restaurant.

lol im gonna go now bye

hi i dont understand this part of life

2011-03-26T23:46:00.002Z

so it really confuses/annoys me when you go on facebook, casually scroll down the newsfeed, see someones profile picture thats just been uploaded and then scroll down further to find it has 60+ likes and comments like 'omg babygurrll so gorgeous!' 'honey y u so sexi huh!?' 'omgzz i wanna cry cus yew so pwetty here' 'im so jelezzz of yew!!! y cant i be pretty like you!!?'

THIS ONLY ANNOYS ME WHEN THE PHOTO IS a picture of the person but they're like wearing sunglasses and its not exactly close up and basically you just cant see their face okay.

like really?… what is um so great about this picture.. dont get me wrong, i understand if you can actually see their face and its genuinely a really good photo of them but some are like

BETCH I CANT EVEN ZEE YEWR FAYZE.

2011-02-28T17:40:00.003Z

im barely on my laptop anymore due to work hence the reason why i never update on this thing :(

so i was thinking…i wish i was actually really good, or excelled at something or competed for something at a national level..just something that would actually determine i had achieved something and to feel proud about. i think my lack of qualities developed from my cant be assed determination and just plain laziness. now i wish i really kept my ambitious mindset i had on everything and cared about achieving things. i guess its not too late but this has definitely affected where i stand academically currently and in talent. i just wish i had determination in me throughout my entire school years instead of random outbursts wanting to do well then maybe i could be president right now lol jokes thats not funny…

but seriously

2011-02-09T19:39:00.002Z

heyyyylll yessss exams are over over over over over over over over over over over

time for 90210, gossip girl, re watch of first and second series of skins and shitldz of moviez!!

and omg, one teaspoon shorts...optimum eye candy

excited for this coming week too!

2011-02-03T17:17:00.002Z

exams this week were a total fail. thank god its only preliminary though!

realllly not looking forward to the next few months, gonna be so bizeeeeeeee.

lil waynes voice is so damn sexay

stress overload

2011-01-22T17:26:00.003Z

contemplating on whether to deactivate my facebook from now till end of prelims.

then my minds like nooo are you insane dont do that idiot.

havnt updated since before christmas lets just say the season was the best one yet, and the antics accumulated from the holidays are unforgettably classic. snow decided to take huge shit in aberdeen once again so this was ideal for skiing. skiing, one word. LOL.

stayed in Braemar for new year for a week with the famzZZzz. not a good start to 2011. lets just say a litre of smirnoff vodka + irritating family members = bad start to the year HAHA.

back to school now, with prelims next week. never been so honest in my life but i literally feel i will fail every single one of them. just want it to be june now.

how my mind works--->

after christmas -> only thinking about summer holidays -> summer comes, yaaaay yaaaaay yayyy -> summer ends -> only thinking about christmas time.

and yeah it goes like that. what a deadly and unhealthy cycle.

2011-01-18T21:23:00.002Z

Euphemisms are unpleasant truths wearing diplomatic cologne.

- Quentin Crisp

december time

2010-12-05T19:52:00.003Z

gosh where did 2010 go?..honestly been the fastest year ever. but happy days, christmas is on its way and its my favourite time of the year!! tree is up and its already been snowing shitldz though our school never shuts when every other school does. to be honest even if there was a fire in our school it wouldnt close.. yes the management are that sad.

i am like 10 days ahead on my advent calendar..just cant resist those chocolate treats

16 on the 16th of november huh...

2010-11-15T20:17:00.003Z

so from what i have collected i am not at all an open person when it gets to my personal life on this blog. i dont really say much about myself. i only update what goes on in my life. then i think, a blog is for expressing your thoughts and feelings without giving a shit what people think right? but yet i still hold a hesitance for saying everything here..i guess theres still an element of profound insecurity and self consciousness of being totally open here. but a few words wouldnt hurt..

anyway when i was younger, turning 16 was a big deal. not that i wanted to grow up fast and act older than i was but to skip all the 'boring years' and live life the way i saw the teenagers did. now im here, i could honestly tell you i wish i was 8 again. in those days, you had no problems, you didnt have to think very much about anything and if something bothered you it would only last for a minute then everythings okay again. this however, is not the case now. though they say the adolescent years are the funnest they too are the hardest.

its during these years, emotions take over everything. we experience new things, feelings and vibes. we're all kinda noob at everything, lollll. like were not quite strong enough to ignore problems completely but instead let them eat into us then only last minute realize you could have been stronger when during the whole time, the problem has already corrupted ones well being. the littlest things mean everything to you. you hurt the ones you love. you adore the ones that ignore you. and you dont treat the ones you should be treating the way you should be. in this matter, my Mum; i know i can be such a female dog to you at times, ive given you a lot of problems and disappointment and when we argue its like world war 3 in the making. though we mutually agree its due to my hormones and whatnot hahaha i cant say im very proud of our relationship. you tell me all the time that ill regret the way ive been and as soon as i move out, im forever out of parental assistance, living my own life. to myself i think its a long way ahead but really time passes so quickly and ill be on my own in a very short matter of time and heck, ill miss you so much

Dad, i only see you once a year and you have no idea how much it breaks me to say goodbye every time. as the summers go by, it gets harder and harder because we have more to hold onto in our relationship. ive always wished that you were here to see me grow up, someone to ask me how school was when i got home, and back when i was 7, someones arms i could run into in the playground when school finished….

but i never had that and i feel sorry for the fact you couldnt experience that either.

for what happened, i hope it was the best for all of us. but i never fail to get emotional when i think what we could have been. thank you for everything, sorry for the things i have done and i love you both very much.

turning 16 just seems like another day. nothing different. nothing more. nothing less.

that was actually written on my birthday..then..saved as a draft but i decided it shall be posted.

anyway had the best birthday ever thanks to certain people who made it 'the best birthday ever'! i must say im so pleased with the presents this year :)

love you guyssss

2010-11-10T23:44:00.003Z

okay so the post below is a total fail as the picture does not work. ffffsake.

so my parents evening at school was a disaster. mum said it was the worst report i had ever got all my school years. ya imma a rebel so wha? JOKES JOKES JOKES. so i really have to pull myself together and start working hard like i used to.

lazyness made me like this. i swear..

no more facebooking around. - plays a huge part in failure to do homework for school.

school show went well. pretty emotional when it was over.

after party was even betterrr

i barely buy magazines now due to tumblr..i endlessly scroll on the dashboard. no jk dood.

k la, I MISS KK

didnt dress up on the actual day of halloween..so to make up for it..i raped my eyeshadow palette...

november

2010-11-08T17:08:00.002Z

this year has past too quickly its quite scary.

i have officially finished my exams and the school show is over so i wont be as stressed now.

maths can feel free to die. depresses me to the max, doesn't help that my teacher looks like chicken little.

hahahahahahahaha sorry its so big.

anyway shes like an ugly version of this cus he's quite cute actually.

the weather is drastically changing i thought my house was gonna blow down one night.

and im going to be very skint by the end of the month due to many birthdays…

2010-11-03T03:12:00.002Z

INTENSITIES IN TEN CITIES

HOW THE PHISH CAN I DO ESSAYS, REVISE FOR EXAMS, HOMEWORK AND REACH ART DEADLINES ON TIME WITH STUPID SCHOOL SHOW REHEARSALS. IT HAS TAKEN OVER MY LIFE COMPLETELY. FML

I CURRENTLY HATE DOING THE SHOW BUT I BET YOU AT THE END OF IT ILL BE LIKE OMG I MISS IT, I LOVED IT. JUST THE LEAD UP TO IT IS VERY GAY. AFTER SHOW PARTY THOUGH. THEN LOTS OF PARTIES IN NOVEMBER AND PARTIES & PARTIES + PARTIES

halloween

2010-11-01T17:39:00.006Z

monsters ball turned out better than i expected.

sadly, no after party, so we walked on streets barefooted, being jolly, singing…

i hate wizard of oz rehearsals it is taking over my life.

i have exams, essays etc for these 2 weeks, which is effing ridiccc.

ohwell, its november, the month where every weekend is busy due to many birthdays..including mine!:D

…then christmas! from now till then is defs the best time of the year.

2010-10-20T14:23:00.002+01:00

LANVIN FOR H&M?♥

woooaw

halloween '09, excited for monsters ball next friday.

2010-10-14T20:22:00.003+01:00

okay after 2 million attempts of loading

my new header it finally chose to work.

thank you.

so instead of being productive ive been reading my older posts from last year and i must say i used to blog about the most irrelevant and ridiculous things ever. but thats what a blog is for right?! anyway funny how things can drastically change in short period of time. i used to type screeds and screeds about my day, what i did what i ate what i saw. now i blog about well nothing really, just snippets of quotes, photos, snippets of current news, current music muses WELL snippets of everything i suppose! i guess i have the insecurity of exposing my day-to-day life on here, so ill just stick to snippets of things…

:(: - current mood.(swings)

2010-10-11T12:11:00.003+01:00

my school is like a castle no joke.

and great, Gemma setting a good example of school uniform…not

this october hols i hope to accomplish many things.

many many many things, which will probably not happen.

i always do this.

plan, get hopes up then nothing happens.

i really need to start making things happen or else my life will go to waste.

seriousleh.

she spoke words that would melt in your hands, she spoke words of wisdom.

2010-10-09T14:21:00.002+01:00

you make me feel like im living a teenage dream.

i can alwaiz be stewpid wiv dis gurl.

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back" - unknown.

- all these quotes say the same fucking thing. but the thing is, no one succeeds in trying this because reality over powers this. and reality opposes most of what was said above.

october, be good to me

2010-10-06T23:43:00.004+01:00

one day left of school till the october holidays.
2 weeks of sleeping late and waking late - yess plzzzzzz
that is exactly what i need now.

irony is the gaiety of reflection and the joy of wisdom irony is the gaiety of reflection and the joy of wisdom irony is the gaiety of reflection and the joy of wisdom irony is the gaiety of reflection and the joy of wisdom irony is the gaiety of reflection and the joy of wisdom

2010-10-03T02:38:00.005+01:00

life is stranger than anything your mind could ever imagine.

-anonymous

& i agree. totally.

summer sun

rays have now

been replaced

by lifeless clouds.

2010-09-28T18:57:00.004+01:00

the long weekend consisted of catching up on gossip girl till 3am, eating shtldz of ice cream, rearranging my room, listening to the kooks and wishing that the october holidays would come sooner.

school is being a fat bitch too by the way.

dreading this weekend.

40km hike on hills for 3 days and camping in the wilderness...seriously, why did i sign up for this shit. well really, it was because it would look good on my cv to apply for uni's...but to suffer in a tent, eat shitty food and be eaten alive by midgies and walk on numerous hills that go by ridiculous names JUST so you look good for getting into uni... is. it. really. that. worth. it? (no)

and it is so annoying when you discover a song, show it to your friend, they dont really like it, then when its like no.1 on top 40 they're like OMG!! I LOVE IT SOOO MUCH, CANT STOP LISTENING TO IT. =.= EH please you hated it like a day ago.

oh hey emo.

all that glitters is gold.

2010-09-24T16:56:00.003+01:00

obsessed with two door cinema club, double finger rings, black skinny jeans, and cookie shakes.

candid by my cousin.

black lacy bras with loose white tanks.

cant wear this outdoors here.

i.would.freeze.to.death.

a warmer climate pls?

2010-09-18T10:08:00.005+01:00

"Tom: What happened? Why - why didn't they work out? Summer: What always happens. Life."

- 500 days of summer.

Can't get enough of that film.

soundtrack is amazing too!

and i swear zooey deschanel is

katy perry's twin.

what boredom does. i mean, wtf am i doing in the last picture?

oh yeah, sorry dad but i kinda took that strap from your watch and used it as a bracelet.

sorry! hahaha.

2010-08-29T01:06:00.003+01:00

i am dealing with school like a fat kid would be trying to deal with life without food.

the teachers are weird as fuck. the homework is insane. and stupid juniors walk so bloody slow in the corridors with their huge rucksacks. CALM DOWN PLEASE...

but the bonus is, because they know were seniors, we just over take them in the food que and they can't do anything about it. sorry suckaaas...

em, yeah, im obsessed with life quotes right now. dont know why but i am. i think theres an element of hope or motivation in them you know. you know. you know. you know...

yeah you dont know.

idiot. haha trying to be photogenic or something. fail.

here, i have to stop being so vulgar and straight forward over the internet. i noticed i swear alot in my blog, but...its my feelings so, i cant actually help it. you won't go blind or anything right...

2010-08-23T23:50:00.002+01:00

oh and yeah i need to get back into my obsessive organized self again.

since, i have been un prepared, lazy, and messy.

ew. nat gewd.

hi i live in a shit hole

2010-08-23T19:38:00.004+01:00

been so fucking emo since i got back.

miss everything and everyone and everywhere in kk.

like, i dont think people who dont live/visited kk will ever understand why people love it so much. like theres just this thing about the place k.

anyway, it was like being in kk was my oxygen HAHA, and it was a time to just breathe and relax, and as soon as i set foot in scotland my brain is constantly thinking

school is stressing the fuck out of me.. more than ever before. essay here, homework there, project here, rehersal there. like, FUCK OFF PLEASE, I JUST GOT BACK ASSHOLES.

like every essay is sucking the coolness out of me you know. i feel like im going insaaAAneEe. i have nothing good here, at all. yeah friends and family.. but thats it.

the weather is shit

school is shit

weekends are shit

some people here are full of shit

this place is shit

theres no shit to do

theres no shit to be happy about

theres no shit to get excited about

theres no shit as a reason to why you wake up - yeah that does not make sense but it does to me so bye.

like really this is the first time ive felt so emo about being here. i mean to go from being in kk TO THIS MOTHER FLIPPING DUNG HOLE. i miss home so much. i miss my dad so much. i miss the food, my friends, the weather, my house, EVERYTHING OKAY.

like why the hell am i here... seriously. could i actually be in a more depressing place than this.

oh and shock, its raining as i type this. and i have an essay to write for tomorrow.

everything. is. so. shit. here.

brb jumping off a cliff or something that shares the same height and dangerousness.

pretending to be happy LOLLLLL

NYAAAAAH SCHOOOL YOURE DRIVING ME CRAZY.

no

2010-08-17T19:19:00.004+01:00

shit i just read the older posts and it makes me so sad

i was talking about packing and my trip to kk and everything

now im back in this shit hole.

this summer has definitely been the fastest and funnest one yet..

but like every year, i miss all of you guys so much. its sucks having to say goodbye to you and only getting to see you once a year. i kinda wish it was vice versa, like i was with you guys the whole year and i had to say bye to the people here....

so i arrived this morning, and oh shock, its raining and windy.

like seriously why do i live here?...

school starts tomorrow.

actually hell life starts tomorrow.

sorry still in holiday mood.

probably will be for another few months.

oh god my emo phase is over coming me again.

bye.

oh dear.

2010-08-17T19:19:00.001+01:00

emo bro

2010-08-04T18:26:00.003+01:00

hi im leaving in 10 days

seriously, feels like i arrived in singapore just yesterday though that kinda felt a long time ago.

well time flies when youre having fun.

so exam results come out tomorrow but its through mail so OBVIOUSLY i wont be getting it till im back in scotland.

lost my phone, well actually lets re phrase that to stolen. seriously like sooo annoyed with that. this happened last year too. lost it in fucking air asia airport. not funny.

i want to make these last 10 days productive yet somewhat relaxing. i need to tan a bit more... i still need to see some people...and eat till i die lo.

okay goodbye.

i wish summer was longer.

jsdlwkfhawfefj

2010-07-23T11:02:00.003+01:00

btw i miss my uniform and cousinioooo. xoxo

our video making and retarded photos will soon be reunited.

2010-07-23T09:47:00.004+01:00

ahhh as of every year, i do not want to leave kk

leaving here means, going back to school, not being able to sleep late, waking up early, and everything else which requires my brain and physical ability. the capacity for these two have decreased like x 2873374 since ive been on holiday. ha

ephraim has now left back to pangkor island, miss him times a trillion. bestfriendsforlife k.

i dont think ill even see him this year!

right im going to try and get the most beasting tan to last me a year in scotland hahaha. though i dont see that happening, usually fades after 2 months =/

k bye

2010-07-12T18:08:00.002+01:00

so after enduring kk for a week im getting used to the heat, and the heavy meals on a daily basis.
i mean bowls of cereal have been replaced by noodles.

so its been good seeing everyone again and new peopleeeee

people here really get into the whole world cup. last night was the only game ive watched from start to end... yeah not really a football fan.

someone asked me why im supporting spain. like fuck la, how to answer a valid and intellectual reason...

SPAIN WON THOUGH SO HEY HO. wooooooooo

my sleeping pattern is fucked up too. what to do.

um kara is gone. :(

mahlahseeya

2010-07-07T17:38:00.000+01:00

HELLO

IM IN KK NOW

FINALLY

I UPDATE LATER K

X

2010-07-03T01:40:00.001+01:00

FINALLLY SCHOOLS OUT FOR SUMMMMER. TOOK YOUR TIME EH!

SO THE SHOW HAS FINISHED, SAD, GONNA MISS IT :(

BEEN SO HECTIC AND BUSY TRYING TO FINISH POINTLESS THINGS FOR TEACHERS AND PACKING AND SHIT.

BUT IM SEMI THERE.

I FLY TO AMSTERDAM TOMORROW.

THEN I STAY IN SINGAPORE FOR 2 NIGHTS

THEN ILL BE IN KK! woooooooo.

its been a year my beloved place!

bizey

2010-06-30T00:39:00.003+01:00

this week i am so unbelievably busy.

firstly i have my show from wed to sat which has had rehearsals since sunday night, the show is from 7 - 10 EVERYNIGHT. hhahaa it starts tomorrow oh god

i have 3 essays to finish for school.

i need to buy and pack for malaysia.

return shit to people.

and finish a canvas along with stupid maths homework i get every day - yes this is what higher maths does.

so feel free to help me you know...but i will be on summer holidays in 2 days.

HAHA BTW BITCH YOU'RE A JOKE ITS UNREAL.

XOXOXOXO

a week till kk ok

2010-06-16T16:44:00.003+01:00

these past two months have been some what hectic.

exams are done

5th year has started

i came back from turkey last week

and now the show.

next - malaysia.

my mind has not escaped the swarm of thinking since march and its still functioning like usain bolt on level 2938298 on a treadmill.

but soon my queer brain will find its tranquil and peaceful place once i set foot in singapore and eat shitloads of food. and i can't wait for that feeling. its not hard to understand why people long for summer...especially when youre still in school.

turkey was probably the best holiday i have ever had.

the country entailed of so much more compared to the other places i have been to such as spain, bulgaria, italy, crete bla bla etc. the culture and people engulfed you so effectively that it was impossible to escape yet you had to love it. yes the odd sleazy turkish man approached here and there but i just treated it as a friendly welcome, in appreciation of my tourist presence not to mention they are still not in the european union after attempting 7 times to be accepted. but that shouldn't change your perspective of the country. to me, i couldnt care less if it wasnt in the e.u, the people, their way of life and the country itself was enough to please any visiter providing you with charming sandy beaches, copper skinned babes working in traditional restaurants and azure seas stretching far into the horizon. it was basically paradise full of serenity yet flamboyance and colour. wtf im like a bloody travel agent.

anyway pictures will be up soon. but right now i cant be assed. - i suffer from this about 99% of my life. aaactually they'll just be on facebook.

for now i have to decide on what im wearing for the fancy dress party this friday which im so buzzed for, what im singing for my audition and maths homework. - its a beautiful life... NOT.

mmm i would like some wildfox couture clothes plz.

2010-06-02T00:19:00.003+01:00

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

EXAMS ARE OVER

MY LIFE IS NORMAL AGAIN

I DONT HAVE TO THINK ABOUT STUDYING

AND IM GOING TO TURKEY TOMORROW

I HAVE STARTED FORM 5 TOO.

WELL THERES WAY TOO MUCH GOING ON NOW. BRB GONE TO THE BEACH SEE YOU IN A WEEKS TIME

I DONT KNOW WHY IM TYPING IN CAPITALS WELL MAYBE TO EXPRESS MY ENTHUSIASM.

GOODBYE

I LEAVE YOU WITH MY MEXICAN SIDE.

2010-05-21T00:20:00.004+01:00

5 done. 3 to go.

exams have gone by really quickly. quicker than i thought.

for the past week the weather has been immense. from being in my garden today i got some colour on my face! its so totally hot that i dont feel like im in aberdeen. i woke up this morning feeling like i was in a foreign country which reminds me i will be in turkey in 2 weeks. i. can't. facking. wait. just the thought of sunbathing without needing to think about studying is exhilarating.

i cant believe how fast 2010 is flying. its exciting yet scary.

the events after exams is ongoing and looking goooood B-)

although exams will be over, june is going to be a busy month.

turkey

duke of edinburgh.. fml.

show rehearsals and stuff.

birthday paltiess.

starting 5th year..

every weekend is already filled with something.

i think i will be in singapore when i first arrive then ill fly to kk.

should be good considering ive never been there!

anyway i will be so close to death next week. the worst three exams ever.

goodbye

one day the clouds actually looked pretty.

my view from my room :)

french is over forever. and ever.

2010-05-11T17:30:00.004+01:00

ERM HEEYY.

omg runnn.

'LITTLE SLAG' 'ERM WOT WOZ DAT?!' 'I SAID I LIKE YOUR BAG'

'k'.

puckerman from glee. what you thinking? yeah, 'sex' right.

2010-05-10T17:37:00.004+01:00

je deteste le francais.

therefore i did not choose it as a higher subject.

tres stupid. tres malade. tres fucking agaçant.

yesss i love my shoes.

thank god i live in a cold country.

i can wear so much other clothes you sun lovers can't...

D: runn don't kill me

cousinz.

2010-05-08T22:45:00.000+01:00

short, tall, fat, skinny legs.

doesn't matter!

i love the way you guyzzz are!

EH FORMSPRING ME LA

2010-05-07T13:00:00.001+01:00

www.formspring.me/kaaahmun

k, love u guyz.

2010-05-06T15:59:00.000+01:00

sometimes a tomboy. hahahaha the closest i'll ever get to being bald.

summer approaching.

2010-05-06T11:46:00.005+01:00

not sure on how you feel about May but for me its the beginning of summer.

late nights turn into late afternoons; warm yet a kindly breeze and the cyan skies filled with specks of stars. a tradition of visiting baskins and robbins is a nightly routine followed by lying down in the park watching the sky endure the crisp air and the happy children - dressed in tanks and cotton shorts play. i automatically recognize the smell of summer air as it creeps through the opened windows; fresh, aromal with sweet nectar, fine cut grass and notes of salty air breezing past from the shore, tickling my nose. sleep is deprived of during this season - out all day appreciating the kind sun until the last spark of fire spitting into the midnight sky as camp fire songs become an audible mute. there are no worries and problems during this time. i am carefree with countless weeks to spend enjoying the pleasures that life offers me. the pleasures i was deprived of during exams. this is why, i love summer.

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2010-05-05T23:59:00.005+01:00

well maths is over.

probably thinking how i can be online during exams.

well. here, my exams are spaced out throughout the whole month.

we are also on study leave for the month which means we dont have to go to school for this month but only go in for our exams.

so my next one isnt till next week. so taking a break tonight...

to do tonight:

download shitloadz of songs.

hurry up summer.

oh and really great turn out on my formspring you know....

2010-05-05T01:02:00.003+01:00

yes maths exam tomorrow

fml.

and yes, even my friends here in the uk are getting formspring plus 8273633 people in malaysia.

this shall be fun... cant wait for the stupid ones though!

goodbye sanity

2010-04-28T22:56:00.001+01:00

i have gone nuts already.

english exam tomorrow.

not much to say except, Mrs. D, i hope you'll still love me even if i fail english tomorrow k?

shit x 182938374.

this is it. this is it. this is it.

2010-04-22T23:17:00.003+01:00

art exam tomorrow

shhhhhhiiiiitttttttttt.

2010-04-21T19:29:00.002+01:00

OH YEAH AND SORT YOUR FACE AND PERSONALITY AND LIFE OUT PLEASE BEFORE TALKING TO ME.

pink to symbolize my sweet words.

black to symbolize the colour of your face when i burn you up.

:) :) :) happy days eh kahmun happy days :) :) :)

wuw

2010-04-21T18:15:00.002+01:00

yiruma's wife is one lucky woman. imagine a husband that can play that well and that can compose such pretty songs.

anyway you are soo pathetic. you are soo cocky and full of yourself when really theres nothing to be proud of. you are sooo unskilled and your personality is so blunt. and your attitude is one piece of shit. i could shoot you right now. you treat the people that you dont care about their feelings like shit and you go round the fucking school thinking youre one hell of an ace case. stupid bitch. go flush your tiny brain in the toilet or let me do brain surgery on you and ill fuck your mind up even more. ARGHHHH I HATE YOU SOOO MUCH. but... you're one of my best friends.

so exams officially start tomorrow. my first one is on friday. art. yeah. the one im not ready. the one i havnt been practicing cus my stupid art teacher isnt even living in this world. stress has finally started and i may start throwing tantrums around the house... no im joking. but i will be eating a lot more for sure.

seriously i can assure you that after exams I. WILL. BE. THE. HAPPIEST. PERSON. ALIVE.

1st i will burn my physics and modern studies books. while i do this i may chant songs about how happy i am and how much i hated those subjects and sing about how they killed me inside. then i'll go party.

yeeees then after partying im off on a plane to sunnny turkeyyyy! for my mums 50th. and although exams are over june is going to be one hell of a busy month. drama rehersals. duke of ed. start of 5th form. omg. BUT FINALLY IT WILL BE SUMMER.

please please please hurry the fuck up.

and yes, purple did tickle my fancy today.

weiiird.

2010-04-18T01:19:00.002+01:00

okay orphan is one fucking weird movie...

i have been slacking these past few days. this cannot happen.

i will return to insanity tomorrow.

one more week of school left before im off on study leave.

is it scary to think i dont think im prepared for exams.

or maybe i am but im just thinking too much.

im deleting my tumblr in

5 4 3 2.........

&

2010-04-16T19:11:00.001+01:00

em like plz follow me on tumblr.

if not i will lose my sanity....PAHA NOT REALLY.

seriously wtf.

2010-04-16T19:05:00.002+01:00

i am cursed with bad luck. no joke.

okay so when i booked the tickets for kk i didnt even think about my drama show.

i do this drama show every year around that time. but i just assumed it was mid june.

and whens the show? STARTS ON THE FUCKING 30TH OF JUNE.

when i realized i was just like fuck fuck fuck fuck...

i have one of the main parts too so i couldnt possibly miss it.

my mum went ape on me...

but we changed the ticktets. i am now flying on the 3rd of july. which sucks cus i lose a weekend..ohwell i still have plenty of time.

you have no idea how stressed out i was.. i was at school when the whole palava was happening. the money that has to be paid extra is...wtf nvm.

urgh im soo annoyed with myself. i cant believe i completely forgot about it.

this will never happen again and im so sorry mum.

2010-04-09T11:40:00.002+01:00

so tonight as we promised is our last night of 'fun' before exams start... i probably will bail but im trying to keep to it.

ive booked my ticket for malaysia :D 7 weeks guys.. oh dear.

and we've booked our holiday to TURKEY! :D ill be going on the first week of june which is STRAIGHT after exams :D :D :D... the occasion is, my mum's 50th...

then ill be back at school for 3 weeks? then im off to malaysia WOOOP

buzzzzz eh.

okay im going to finish my bowl of cereal and go straight to revision.

p/s jude law is freaking babe.

recently...ive been drinking a lot of milk

2010-04-08T00:27:00.007+01:00

okay so now ive established that people do actually read this i probs wont think about deleting.

this blog needs pictures in the posts but i am so like cbf to do it.

but if you put the effort.....

so everyone was waiting for me for maths tuition cus i was late.. not good. =/ felt very bad.

tonight we decided the trio's sweet sixteen, (megan, becca & chloe's) will just be fancy dressed. the other options were goodies vs. baddies. or disney. we couldnt do Hawaiian cus we did that last year.. still best theme so far. clearly the party of after exams... oh god cant wait till the exams are over no joke.. it will actually be utter bliss.

this friday, we promised, is our last night of 'fun'... before exam leave... like pinky promise sorta promise. u feelin meh?

this easter ive actually visited the cinema more times than last year put together.

rememeber me - utter shit. but good if you like rpattz. - like me. he looks like such a babe in the movie.

kick - ass - reallllly enjoyed it. loved hit girl. what a babe she is too. she's 14! no joke, you actually want to be her in the movie.. serious shit. shes maximum cool in this film.

anyway...observing things lately...

this craze of being obsessed about fashion is getting too far. 'omg chanel is my lover!' 'looove of my life' - eh get to fuck, you might as well have sex with it or something...im referring to one person in particular... okay yes chanel is probably one of my favourite designers and like one of the most likable but PLEASE DON'T GO ON AND ON ABOUT IT. i got the message the first time...like your posts about it rape my tumblr homepage idiot. sienzZzZz oh.

okay u vant pikchas..i gif u pikchas.

thought i would introduce you to my mum. how incredibly hot.

looking her greatest...best angle of her actually...

hm yes okay reality. here we come

hiiii me with the pjs on. obviously bored. dont actually know what that bright white thing is.

rosie's gathering...only decent thing that happened during easter break.

have to admit, my skirt and top looked like a dress =/ not intentionally

when i rape topshop.

lace & stripes (xo)...both mine cus dunno where all her clothes went.

when becca rapes topshop. lace tights (xo)

(cba with more pictures haha sorry..not like you care anywayyy)

moving on,okay sorry for you facebookers whom i like to jokingly take the piss out of on your status... sometimes i actually can be such a sarcastic dick for no apparant reason.. out of total boredom i can promise you. sorry for the abuse. i promise im not like this in real life okay. k,luv,u.xoxo

thank goodness for auto save. macbook decided to go out of bat. i actually updated properley this time. kthnxbye

2010-04-07T10:09:00.002+01:00

so think were going for option one. didnt really have more time to think cus we have to book them today.

so this morning i got my braces off! :D :D :D

no longer a bracefaaace!

tonight more maths tuition wiv da crew innit.

totally cba though.

okay apart from raymond. no one actually reads this.

maybe i should delete this...

dilema. help me

2010-04-07T00:09:00.002+01:00

okay, theres 2 options for my flights back to kk.

1). leave wednesday 30th june. fly with KLM. wait in amsterdam for 7 hours. then plane goes singapore - wait there for 1 and a half hours then finally arrive KL 1st july 6pm.

2). leave saturday 3rd july. fly with KLM. wait in amsterdam for 2 hours. then DIRECT to KL. 60 pounds more. BUT lose one weekend in kk.

so what?

?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

2010-04-06T11:54:00.001+01:00

& yeah, does anyone even read this thing?...

NO.

revision is my life & chanel craze?

2010-04-06T11:38:00.004+01:00

so why like suddenly EVERYONE LOVES THE FUCK OUT OF CHANEL?

i mean chanels like one of the oldest designer brands.. but suddenly everyone wants the quilted bags or the earrings i mean like, yeah who doesn't but its like wow, since when did you take an interest before everyone else started talking about it.

tonight, were going to american pie it and pizza it and ice cream it and eat shit it. - yeah not literally.went to see remember me last night with the crew. em it was alright cus the babe was in it.. but the story line didnt really have a story to it... but the ending was SO UNCALLED FOR. i mean 9/11?! we were like eh. what. the. fuck. and people were telling us to be quiet. paahaha. anyway sad thing was he died. oh shit sorry if i just spoiled the ending for you. kt and chloe were like bucketing it down with tears... =/

so my mums giving me shit for going out so much during this 'crucial time'.. em not really. its the holidays. exams aren't till another shit..3 weeks.

right bye.

oh and please follow my tumblr.

just a few out of my over flowing collection. really need to clear out my jewellry soon.

2010-04-04T02:48:00.001+01:00

like my new header? i took it today

2010-04-03T21:10:00.000+01:00

tumblr - kahmun.tumblr.com - follow :)

this week.

2010-04-03T20:30:00.003+01:00

so the first week of the easter holidays is past and its been pretty eventful.

monday - maths tuition with the crew then went on a random outdoor mission around aberdeen.

firstly sat by the quarry overlooking the city, made a bridge out of a log to cross the river, played see saw at a random park and laid on the golden bridge while watching the stars and to finish off the night we went for a chipper. yeah...WELLLL random plz.

tuesday - maths tuition with the crew then went for a 'nando's at union square then chilled at becca's house.

wednesday - maths tuition and chilled at home.

thursday - revised and went to rosie's gathering. - HILArious night.

today - revised the whole day and im about to watch 500 days of summer...AGAIN. i freaking love that film though.

so yeah was pretty productive but not all fun and bants, i have my huge exams soon, so that means like revising everyday for a long period of time.

so tumblr will be where the photos are.

here is where i update though i feel stupid updating cus no one probably reads this shit.

'C u Soo0o0on'

ok.

2010-03-31T13:48:00.002+01:00

okay, i have decided.

tumblr will be for photos.

blogger will be for writing shit and photos if i can be assed.

anyway the huge exams are in a months time. em yeah..oh dear.

then after exams will be like party non stop. then summer.

yaaaa sounds like a plan and a half.

today i will do shitloads of revision and stay in and watch a film with mumma-doo?

tomorrow going to some gathering which will be something to look forward to.

but then revision starts all over again the next day.

and i have the biggest stomach cramps due to my t.o.m.

and OMGOMGOMG IT SNOWED TODAY. in march.. IN MARCH. like nearly april.

like wtf seriously i hate snow now.. you'd think it be gone till december but no. it returns.

so c u l8t3r?

2010-03-27T22:28:00.002Z

so you know when you get people or you see people or you know someone and they think theyre like 'OMG MY LIKE SUUCH A FASHION JUNKIE IM REALLY FASHIONABLE' - eh no youre not. really annoys me cus they think they have a clue, not that im really criticizing though.. and the way they go round school thinking theyre the shit and its like no, fuck off you look like a rat tailed maggot. you dont have any taste what so ever. you feelin me?!

or just people in general who are like yeah i want to do the fashion and textiles course in college, emmm nooo you won't.. last month you said you wanted to be a fucking police women.. obviously you arent committed or passionate about it.

or people that say they want to be fashion designers HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA NOOO CHANCE.

lol

2010-03-19T22:19:00.002Z

i am sooooo shit at blogging.

but ill warn you guys that i wont be updating between now and exams.

yaaa you get da gist

so recently my lifes been a shit hole due to school

so like freaking stressful

but summer will be here soon so thats alright eh.

next week is going to be so stressful for me

bag made for art

2nd maths estimate

english personal study

hi fuck my life

get back 2 u when im feeling normal

2010-02-17T20:47:00.002Z

art essay on tiffany and angle poise lamps can die right now...

LIKE NOW.

brb. in process of dying too.

hahahaha. shut up kahmun.

2010-02-17T12:05:00.003Z

for breakfast i had.

a croissant.

amore yohurt and a glass of milk.

you know, i like my croissant like really soft and soggy.

this only happens if you heat it for really long.

so my panckae was a bit of fail yesterday looked more like a pitta bread/pizza/fried egg.

but it tasted nice after putting shit loads of nutella on top.

last day of holidaaays :'( so very depressing.

i miss crete sooo much.

happy pancake day :D

2010-02-16T15:56:00.003Z

okay revision has offically started.
finished topic one on biology and started topic 2.
starting topic one on physics.

first of all. if physics was a person. i would shoot it.
seriously. i regret taking it so much and its the hate of my life.
what to do though, i just have to do my final exam and ill never hear of it again as im not taking it in 5th year.
anyway subject choices for 5th year are
english
maths
human biology
business studies
art.

cant wait till 5th year starts. :D
so later on tonight i will be making pancakes at my friends house.
one more day of holiday and im back at school.
sooo depressing.

i will return to my books now. oh yum how delicious...

2010-02-15T18:23:00.001Z

holiday =

wake up > facebook > wash up > facebook > breakfast > facebook > lunch > tv > more facebook > snack > more snacking > *omg i eat too much shit but i dont care so lets eat suumore* > eat > facebook > dinner > facebook > movie.

AND THERE YOU GO!!! :D :D :D

movie'z

2010-02-15T12:31:00.005Z

last night i watched 'click' which is quite an old film now.

sad i tell you!

i think when people watch it they'll realize that family does come first you know. and they'll start treating them better cus when they die, thats the end. but when they go you want to feel that you treated them well while they were alive.

it was about a guy who just cared about work and not family and he got a remote control that could bring him into the future and basically his family fell apart and he was in a very bad state.

so when he woke up from his 'dream' he changed his ways.

it was a really good film. had so much meaning to it.

anyway!

hahaha.

today i will continue with biology revision and ah shit i just remembered i have my maths tutor coming, hahaa oh myyyyy.

so have you guys listened to the united state of pop 2009 yet?!?!

pleeeeze do.

i probably look like a fool cus you guys probably all heard it before and im like AHH YOU MUST LISTEN. haha sherrrap la

I heart london t shirt

FROM...RUSSSIA!! HAHA OH GOD WHATS WRONG WITH ME.

FROM LONDON LAH. shitzbags

UP YOUR VIVAAAAAA

UP YOUR VI-VA

hahahahahahahaaa oh myy

2010-02-14T18:14:00.003Z

wow i was looking through my archive and my posts before used to be sooo long.

it seems now theyre like super short

i dont even talk about my day..

more like cravings and stuff.

so theres this girl.

and i want to punch her in the face so hard.

so hard that her face became distorted and be ugly forever.

and she was restricted from surgery.

ah yes... that would be nice to see...

sorry but you have no idea how much i hate this person.

woweeee

2010-02-14T17:14:00.005Z

im on a roll for blogging today.

so i started on some revision today...

biology, topic one, biosphere. - love that topic dood.

such a good feeling knowing i still have mon tue and wed off... ah yes.

heard like one of the best songs ever last night

dj earworm - united state of pop 2009

its this dj that does mash ups of the top 25 songs of that year...

PUHLEEZ LISTEN.

2009 is the best i think.. the rest like 2008 an 2007 are shyzen.

chinese chicken baguettes from tgfs are the best plz.

hahaaa like 3 years ago in kl.

happy cny & valentines day

2010-02-14T10:41:00.004Z

i received quite a few ang paos which im pleased about! :D

i just want the food though...

anyway im reading 'a thousand splendid suns' right now..probably one of the best books i've ever read..

i want to watch valentines day and the new alice and wonderland when it comes out. looks aaaace man.

and im going to see hadouken in 6 days AAAAAH :D

'09 loserzzzzzz

malaysia. scotland. america.

some combo.

2010-02-14T00:10:00.003Z

yala yala valentines day today. - dont give 2 shits

AND CHINESE NEW YEAR. - mm food.

valentines day doesnt mean anything to me

beecoz so sad la no boyf but i dont care cus

PANCAKE DAY IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER.

crew is going to bex's house to make pancakes...

cant wait to see the mess.. ahwell.

wish i was in kk to spend cny. my goodness..

the weight i'd put on...

OKAY FINISH LIAO LETS NOT THINK ABOUT NICE FOOD K.

hahaha wtfff just found this in my pictures folder

so gaaaaaay plz

things i would like.. HAHA.

2010-02-12T22:02:00.002Z

- classic chanel quilted bag.

- madame by jean paul gautier

- balenciaga studded bag

- marc jacobs watch

- kurt geiger shoes

- alexa chungs and the olsen twins wardrobe

- barbour wellingtons

- film for my polaroid camera

ill get back to you in like 'never' time when i get all these things...

long weekend

2010-02-12T21:29:00.003Z

yaaaaaaaaas so happy.

it is exactly what i need right now.

one more night of the show to go and thats it!

valentines day on sunday...

mehhhhh i dont caaaare. ill just watch love films and eat. ya. ya okay

i want to be tanned again...

hm, life's better when its summer..

seriously.

okay chow. i go now.

eeeeeeeeeeee KEWTIE PIEEE!!!

skins

2010-02-11T23:20:00.001Z

cook&freddie.

eye candy plz.

long weekend coming up.

exactly what i need.

sat sun mon tue wed off. THANKS SOO MUCH.

i promise you that revision will start this weekend

end of.

mac'z a hero

2010-02-06T23:03:00.002Z

totally ichating with megan doing maths homework together.

what you done to us macintosh.

weekendz.

2010-02-06T20:41:00.003Z

homework.

okayokayokay seriously FACK MAI LAIF.

i want to go back to kk now.

like now.

really.

now.

i want skip all the exams and shit like that.

and just be in kk.

thats all.

thanks like sooo sooo much for this shit.

i really appreciate it you know...

faggot.

faggot seriously.

thanks bye

2010-02-05T16:13:00.003Z

woo weekend is here. i seem to be soo happy when friday is over.. but then again, weekends are too short. i mean 2 days is definitely not enough.

plus this weekend will be filled up with homework and shyzen. and i so totally cant be arsed doing it...

anyway im going to see hadouken! woop.

my aunt and cousin are leaving back to kl tomorrow. weird... but they'll be back.

fack mai laif seriously.

hahahahaha

2010-02-04T16:28:00.003Z

okay so the post below was kinda a lie...

i just had the sudden urge to blog on here again.

so i will.

this week has gone by really fast.

and im glad... i really hate school right now.

everything is so boring. plus exams are like soon.

so i have to start studying AGAIN...

i feel like i need a holiday.. in fact i feel like that all the time.

sorta worries me.

well, does feel odd to blog again.

FACK MAI LAIFE.

'dad what you *flash* doing?'

'wah like photoshoot oh kahmun'

wuhdever

2009-10-02T00:53:00.002+01:00

i havn't moved.

i just got tumblr too.

because it looks cooler than blogger.

kahmun.tumblr.com

- ikeptitsimple!

and it doesnt matter which blog you use as my link

as ill be still posting on both.

today

2009-09-30T16:45:00.004+01:00

i...

fell asleep in physics. and got caught. but the teacher didnt care, just made a joke out of it.

got pissed off at my french teacher cus she said the speaking tests were today but there was not enough time for the last 8 people to do it so now i have to do it on friday. yeah in a way i have longer, but i prepared it for today, so im so pissed off.

she looks like a fucking toad. and she does not suit silk skirts.

yummeh

long weekend

2009-09-27T11:21:00.004+01:00

okay so it hasnt been very productive but its still better than school.

anyway, i want to get a job so i can have more money to go shopping.

there are so many stuff in topshop right now that i want.

well i guess you cant always get what you want.

i still need to learn my french speaking.

and do my maths homework.

and right now i feel like eating birthday cake...

whysoweird.

i took this in london.

hobohobohobo.

long weekend

2009-09-27T11:21:00.001+01:00

2009-09-23T17:35:00.004+01:00

yesss.

biology test done.

english notes finished.

sponsored walk tomorrow YAS! 14km along the beach with the whole school.

walking in year groups rather than classes this year, what a rave

then one week holiday after the walk.

BUZZIN MUCH.

muse. <3

2009-09-20T12:37:00.002+01:00

their new album is so good.

imissyouokay?

ashyian powa

2009-09-19T13:49:00.003+01:00

*eating lunch at the dining table*

me: so where are you going today ian?

ian: uh my flen charrie (charlie) buhday pahtee

me: ah i see. where is his birthday party?

ian: ha? chinese sausage ah. you mean, you wan chinese sausage ah?

*i stare at him for minutes in curiosity*

how the hell does 'birthday party' sound like 'chinese sausage'.

just go back to kl lah you 6 year old boii.

today i bought shitloads of study books. see im very well prepared for my prelims...

and tonight is x factor. i think its my turn to have the girls round.

pizza HERE WE COME for the 16788493 TIME.

'wey iz mai babbergam'

perfectionist

2009-09-18T19:08:00.003+01:00

i have braces.

again.

the second time.

DOUBLE TIME.

um why?

because my teeth moved - 'you didnt wear your retainers?'

YES I DID OKAY BUT MY TEETH MOVED

but IM only having them for a few months.

just want my teeth to be perfect lah while i have the opportunity to have them again.

so pain.

but no pain. no gain.

HMM HMM.

*in my room*

cousin - oops i just farted..i think i should go.

me - YES. I THINK YOU SHOULD TOO.

&mathshomework

2009-09-13T23:03:00.001+01:00

y = mx + c

to be honest.

i dont give a shit.

oh happy days (HOW I PHUKING WISH)

2009-09-13T22:51:00.004+01:00

this weekend i went on my d.o.e trip (it wouldnt matter that you dont know what this means)

its basically a weekend spent in the countryside/nature/wildlife. and you have to camp. meaning staying over night in a tent.

both days covered 35km of walking.

not just on flat ground. - going up round down hills and on rocky surfaces.

not just with nothing to carry. - a rucksack containing a tent, sleeping bag, cooking stoves, clothes, and other personal essentials. about 15kg. no joke. seriously.

not just anti beatsie land. - midgies and other shit biting you.

at home now.

whole body hurts like a bitch.

midgie bites everywhere.

face burnt from the sun.

wtf. fml. plz.

-like 2 years ago in kl.

twintowerssoprettybitch.

thursdays are long days

2009-09-10T23:12:00.003+01:00

wake up

school

go home

go back to school for netball training

go for dinner in central

then go for drama

go home

homeworkrevisionpackingblablashitzzz

then school again.

'when you have cousins like these'

- dont do anything stupid, i want a nice photo.

then he pulls my hair. ouchphucc

2009-09-08T16:54:00.002+01:00

today all the girls in fourth year had to get this HPV vaccination to like prevent us getting cervical cancer by 70%. it didnt really hurt. i felt it going in. but only now its like so sore. its actually dead.

english homeworks a bitch.

for all the people whos already finished it bitch you k.

I CAN'T BE BOTHERED OKAY.

why is life always full of ploblem you know.

recents

2009-09-07T16:36:00.003+01:00

monday - friday = school and homework.

saturday saturday saturday - francesca's party.

english homeworks a bitch.

injections tomorrow.

oh. my. god.

stupid bah this girl. cant spell my name right the first time.

'kahmun why does it say kahmum'

'WHAT!? KAHMUM. omg lorraine. hahaha'

aw i miss you!

sorrysorrysorry

2009-08-31T19:27:00.002+01:00

no update since i was in london!

well since i got back in scotland, schools basically taken over my life.

on the first friggin day i had homework OMG I THINK MY SCHOOL IS DISABLED.

anyway and i think im gonna get some tutors for some subjects and i got a new piano teacher i havnt had her yet though. so the story goes...

it was so awkward today cus i went for my lesson with my old teacher and i still havnt told him i got a new one and he has no idea i have found a new teacher so he was like okay ill see you next week then. i was like uhhh :( :S noo like never again. sorrry.

oh dear i feel so bad.

so yeah i MISS KIMCHII ALOT.

i cant even express how much i do.

i miss kk too.

i want to come back at the end of the year but my mums like

'meh meh meh nyeh blablaaa were going away in november somewhere'

OH SHUT UP.

so my prelims are in november.

exam prep has started

i had to stop my hiphop class because of MY PIANO

omg geek.

okay HAPPY NOW

I UPDATED JONO.

i miss you jono!

bye jono!

okay wtf.

woah.

2009-08-13T17:55:00.003+01:00

so now im in london.

you know, funny, how you can be in a completely different country in a matter of hours.
so i havnt been this emo that lasts for like days before. i guess its really hard to say bye to friends that mean so much to you. i mean, why would you want to say bye to your best friends in the first place? i cried like buckets at the airport. kim, in response to your blog, im so bloody glad i attended that function when i was 8, if i didnt, i wouldnt have grown into such a strong friendship with you, no matter how far apart, remember, you'll always be my best friend even if your mum thinks my fringe is spaztik. i love you lotso.

so this year i grew closer to people and met new people and uh gained weight. sometimes i feel like moving back and studying there, but then i think, maybe the reason why i enjoy coming back so much and love kk is because i only see it once a year, and i think i rather keep to studying in uk and going back there for my holidays cus its like i have the best of both worlds, crap i sound like hannah montana.

so when i got to london, my mum met me and we had to take the underground and tubes to get to my aunts house, it was pretty fun. i love being in london, its like such a happening place. i think tomorrow were going into central london. but today i shopped in the biggest shopping mall in europe. going in and out of the tubes you see so many different people (well obviously) you know, i heard 95% of people in london arent londoners. okay you guys just so needed to know that... :S

well i miss you allll so much. ill miss the fact i have to put the aircon on full blast in my dads car, ill miss listening to 100.80 on the radio, the food (big time) its too long to list, celeste's laugh, bellas dimples, camrons lame black jokes AAHAHAH, brandon picking me up in the fairlady OMG SO SEXAY, my dads pregnant stomach after he's just eaten, church people, grandmothers cooking, wearing shorts and sunglasses (this dont happen in scotland mmmnope!) watching mychonny with esther and camron, ripping the piss out of 'I WUK SO HARD IN DA FAKTORY, SO HOT, SMELL OF THE SWEAT AND THE PUBER HAIR, NO AIRCON MMM NOOoOOo' *waves finger* HAHAAHAH, attempting to order food or speak in malay, asians go karaoke, 10o plus & milo ping & milky tea with pearls (tidak pearl) cam you know what im on about, going bowling in sutera and beating celeste cus she sucks, lying to leslie and gary that me and bella were pros and we got over 200 in our scores HAHAHA over 200 my ass i mean come ON, haha, but its okay cus they suck big time, pinching cute little boys' cheeks and calling them my best friend, waterfront, clinton's ninga and playing louis armstrong in the car, the fact that everytime i go into roxy i spray the perfume so i smell nice, talking to the bar tenders and security guards at kyc; they so nosy i tell you, go ask this go ask that, visiting esther in tong hing HAHAHAH tong hing girl; est, remember when you were thinking you were so pro at the scanning thing, but then the barcode wasnt recognized so you went 'HA?! WHAT DA HEYO' ahahah and all the customers stared at you like you just came from hong kong and happened to get hired, going to oneborneo but like walking round not knowing what to do, singing and knowing all the words to untouched and brandon and cam didnt and i was just like so pro in the car singing i know you guys envy me okay i knowww, camrons flannels, killing mosquitos by my hands, eating food at one oclock with my dad, dancing to jason mraz and abba with my dad in the living room, riding in my dads sea scooter, sun bathing on the balcony, making faces at the pilaks when they stare, taking pictures of the sunset, dressing up with kim, taking stupid photos with kim, humorous conversations with my uncle, night swimming in sutera, celeste's house omgah, and camrons house omgosh, camrons dog humping my leg AHAHAHAHAHA lmfao, eating star fruits from my garden, re naming my contact on everybody's phone i think we can say that 'kahmun is so cool!' tops all names, esthers maid ahahaha hormone problems esther hormone problems, talking about guys with my cousin, the beach AND KK ITSELF. there are so many other things id miss but i think your eyes are hurting.

i miss all of you so much. see you guys next year! :')

2009-08-07T07:44:00.001+01:00

oh my gooodness, im leaving in three days.
kk was really good this year. it hasnt changed much.
still the same old same old kk. im going to miss it very much.
and the people here. and the food. and the sun. im actually not looking forward to going back to scotland cus as soon as i start school exam preparation starts. so this sucks mega time. WHY DO GOOD THINGS ALWAYS HAVE TO COME TO AN END?! :(

2009-07-31T18:38:00.002+01:00

im leaving so sooon. :( ive had lots of fun in kk though, and ill miss it again, like i usually do every year. just now i went to the tshung tsin stage night show and it was like soo good. and like you could tell they put effort into it and time, but like hardly anyone clapped or cheered, when i did, cus im used to cheeering at shows. i mean they deserve like a huge ass long clap not like lame ass small claps. :( anyway, for everyone who performed tonight, well done you were very goood! :D seriously why does time fly by so quickly... I LOVE ZAM-BUK TO THE MAX. YOU HELP MY MOSQUITO BITES ALOT. THANK YOU MAKER OF ZAM BUK. i marry you k?